songs about jane

the tension of the opposites

2007-01-29T05:33:00.000-08:00

Okay, I've bragged at how good this book is and for once, right at this moment, you'll know why i fell in love with it from the first time i saw the movie and read the book right after. All it took was five minutes of the movie to capture my heart. "Tuesdays with Morrie" by Mitch Albom is a story about a man having his very last thesis with his professor who was suffering from amyotrophic lateral sclerosis. The subject? The meaning of life..

WARNING!!! GRAB A HOLD OF YOUR TISSUE BOX NOW! (p/s make sure there IS tissues in it)

"Have i told you about the tension of the opposites?" he says.
The tension of the opposites?
"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you're bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted.
"A tension of the opposites, like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle."
Sounds like a wrestling match, I say.
"A wrestling match." He laughs. "Yes, you could describe life that way."
So which side wins, I ask.
"Which side wins?"He smiles at me, the crinkled eyes, the crooked teeth."Love wins. Love always wins."

sigh

2007-01-24T04:46:00.000-08:00

i seriously don't know what's going on. i'm hyper sensitive and my mood swings are far worse. it's so *blank?? i guess i could put it that way.. i'm trying to be cheerful and all that other crap but i'm just not doing so well as i thought. it's just shittified. oh and i miss my baby tarzan. out.

help stop child pornography!!!!

2006-10-31T08:09:00.000-08:00

okay.listen up people.the thought of a child being abused for some super sick porno freak pisses the hell out of me.everyday one child is added on to the list of some idiotic child porno website.just imagine.the hurt.the never ending pain.childhood shouldn't be this sick and it shouldn't hurt to be a kid.they don't need the money. just light a candle and give them something to hold on to.spread the word.this website is aiming to reach a million candles to be lit.do your part.something so small makes a HUGE difference.please visit www.lightamillioncandles.com and light a candle.

come o wave

2006-10-25T02:11:00.000-07:00

wednesday, 170506
3.00pm

come o wave, and gently wash my feet
make me tingle and take away the heat

come o wave come crashing to the rocks
make me reflect on all the things not lost

come o wave and bring the wind with you
touch my hair like fingers do

come o wave and make music to my ear
make me forget the whole meaning of fear

come o wave and catch my blowing kisses
send them please to the one i hold dearest

come o wave for the last today
come o wave take the pain away

check it out!

2006-10-18T07:20:00.000-07:00

entering the pck script writing contest

2006-09-28T07:44:00.001-07:00

yes yes people.. you heard me.. i'm going to enter the pck script writing contest. hehe. don't even try to get my ideas out of me just yet. i think it's going to be good. i hope it is at least. got to let me juices flowing to put it out into words. lol. wish me luck!

my birthday celebration

2006-09-28T02:34:00.000-07:00

yay! i'm 17!!! (as of 16 sept) man it was a blast! so try to imagine this :

live band, great company and champagne!! how could i ask for more?

just a little history lesson for all of you:

all my birthdays were spend waking up at 12mn and cutting the same chocolate moose cake.

this year? it was WAY different. hehe. plus, i had my first experience of a guy old enough to date my mom asked me to dance. LMAO. honestly, it was a little scary especially because he was VERY persuasive. my mom had the worst actually. a part of me felt sorry but the truth was i sprained my ankle! so i'll just share some pics with you and really wish you had been there!

ps. special thanks to:
1. mommy for being so great at keeping secrets and simply being my mommy
2. aunty jeya & anand for such a blast at the Fluid Bar (yes, that includes the delicious cake!)
3. stacey for keeping me company and making me more tensed about the surprise(hehehe)
4. the band for dedicating that wonderful song to me (brown eye girl)

COL pics 3

2006-09-21T23:26:00.000-07:00

me and ms farhana. i love her for helping me agt a 3 in my exams. she never gave up on me and she's more like a big sister rather than a teacher to me. she's warm, good hearted and always concerned for students like me! hahaha. oh and we recently found out she can sing! how's that for a surprise?

my girls. hungry, tired and anxiously waiting for food! sweet smiles, great company and love shopping. i just love them. period!

me and redz. he's got this funny look on his face when he's very tickled about something. it looks odd but it makes you want to laugh more. i guess he's one of the group of guys that are reponsible for making me laugh everyday no matter how stressful it is in school.

me and mr elmi. please believe me when i say he can be as crazy as any teenager out there! i think if there was anyone else that kept me going i camp besides idah, it would be him. frankly i could not sleep when i found out how fun he can actually be outside the school perimeter. hahaha. i just could not believe it. well, i guess idah and i were the lucky few that had a chance to see the other side of him. cheers to that!

COL pics 2

2006-09-21T22:17:00.000-07:00

me and khai. what can i say? he's a bundle of joy! he somehow has the talent of pulling off any joke there is possible. and did i say he's always accusing me of being drunk? well, yes he does! putting all that a side, he knows how to win a girl's heart. he just doesn't show that much. he's still the sweetest little thing anyways.. well, erm.... sweetest tall thing. *giggles

me and amesh. he is THE defination of a sweetheart. very warm, filled with hugs and ALWAYS cracks me up! could a girl ask for more from this charming young man? i think NOT! i regret to say this, but he's up for grabs ladies.. *sobs* oh well, huggles for amesh anyways!

me and venoth. hehehe. our darling treasurer for 2 or 3 years (i think). sweet guy and very accomadating.

me and shaikh. been friends since i was 10! hehe. time flies man.. *sigh i have a cofession to make. i'm ALWAYS underestimating him. he's thought me quite a bit. especially in terms of underestimating your friends. don't make the same mistakes i made. as far as i'm concerned, he's a charmer. :)

a few pics from COL

2006-09-02T04:40:00.000-07:00

me and idah. when it comes to the 6 of us, i'm closest to her. she has stuck with me in so many awkward times in my life and knows the true me. i love you girl! *tight huggles*

me and naz. don't let her looks fool you. she's as crazy as anyone could ever be. haha.

my not-very-accurate-picture with Dinie. the truth is, i'm taller. (the truth didn't come from me!) well, that's what friends are for, making the other party happier for that one moment in time. it kinda felt good that i was 'shorter'. hehehe.

me and adrie. i never expected he'd have that sweet innocent smile.

that's all for now. the comp is really being irritating. i promise there'll be more. :)

pics from sentosa

2006-09-01T21:49:00.000-07:00

ladies on the tramp

seeing double??

under the tree

welcoming me back

2006-08-21T08:24:00.000-07:00

hmmm..i haven't been around much these "few" weeks.to update all you fans of me..hehe.well, more like friends, i went to sentosa and took a few pictures of myself.please be patient cos i'm still figuring out how to post my pictures.lol.i can't remember how i did it the last time.

well, besides that, today i had my oral exam.i would say it was fairly easy.i don't know why i was so stressed before.i lied a little.lol.if it's for more points then why not right?*wink.

i was also thinking alot about what to wear on wednesday for COL.i'm going shoe-shopping with mom tmr.really excited abt that too.oh and i have to say i LOVE the person who came up with pedal works.thanks to him/her, girls like me can FINALLY fit into pretty shoes.it is afterall the most important part of dressing up. i mean i can have all the most wonderful looking dresses but if i don't have shoes to match it, then what's the use?so yeahi'm really happy i'm going tmr.also, i finish at 11.30am!nothing later than that.i know it's a difference of 2 hours but that just makes ALOT of difference.

i'm so sorry there isn't much juicy things to blog abt.i just don't have the inspiration to do it today.sorry folks.it's a wrap.

read me!!!

2006-08-03T04:15:00.000-07:00

1. bite me
2. friends don't let friends look at ugly people
3. babelicious
4. Babe I n Total Control of Herself
5. dare to be different

well, that's all i can remember. lol.

the birds and the bees

2006-08-03T03:51:00.000-07:00

it was one of those days agian where i sat down and thought about things. today's topic? the birds and the bees. for those of you who are going "huh?", then it means SEX.

today i read about at least three articles on prematital sex prevention. my only comment? where were you people like 2 or 3 decades ago?! this isn't new. i mean didn't they see the signs when girls were aborting like anything? now all of a sudden, they go cold turkey? that's just crap!

i had a talk with mom. yes, she's the best. for your information, she knew everyone of my crushes eversince i had one. oh and yes, i brought this topic up to her and asked how she felt if i had premarital sex. she shot me the same question. hmmm... i never thought of it that way, but since i was asked, i came to a conclution that i would actually leave the decision to my children. i would educate them and tell them all they want to know about it. and if their decision stands that they do want to then i'd tell them "honey, use a condom!". no sex in the house that is. lol. but that's besides the point. mom's point of view? to be very brief, just to make sure the relationship lasts.but definatly upsetting at first. that's "understandable" i mean after all, she is my mom.

fresh start

2006-07-31T02:11:00.000-07:00

okay, i'm starting to write again. i was so happy school ended early today. but i pretty much slacked at home. still deciding if i should go to the gym. haha. i'm figuring out a way to loose 2kg a week. i don't think that's impossible. i want to have a nice figure before COL. i'm such a vain pot! but oh well, that's what we girls do best anyway.

my darling sathya called yesterday and i'm having free tuition with her every tuesdays, fridays and saturdays. *yay* that should stop me from slacking! thanks babe! i owe you! *gasp* that means i owe shy too! but oh well, she'll love my brownies on her birthday. that should do it i guess. i love you babe for helping me pass my comb. science in my 'n' levels!

well, cheers to a new start and i'm hoping to keep up with this blog thing. hehe.

testing 1ne, 2wo, thre3??

2006-06-28T09:37:00.000-07:00