the tension of the opposites

Okay, I've bragged at how good this book is and for once, right at this moment, you'll know why i fell in love with it from the first time i saw the movie and read the book right after. All it took was five minutes of the movie to capture my heart. "Tuesdays with Morrie" by Mitch Albom is a story about a man having his very last thesis with his professor who was suffering from amyotrophic lateral sclerosis. The subject? The meaning of life..

WARNING!!! GRAB A HOLD OF YOUR TISSUE BOX NOW! (p/s make sure there IS tissues in it)

"Have i told you about the tension of the opposites?" he says.
The tension of the opposites?
"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing, but you're bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted.
"A tension of the opposites, like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle."
Sounds like a wrestling match, I say.
"A wrestling match." He laughs. "Yes, you could describe life that way."
So which side wins, I ask.
"Which side wins?"He smiles at me, the crinkled eyes, the crooked teeth."Love wins. Love always wins."

sigh

i seriously don't know what's going on. i'm hyper sensitive and my mood swings are far worse. it's so *blank?? i guess i could put it that way.. i'm trying to be cheerful and all that other crap but i'm just not doing so well as i thought. it's just shittified. oh and i miss my baby tarzan. out.

help stop child pornography!!!!

okay.listen up people.the thought of a child being abused for some super sick porno freak pisses the hell out of me.everyday one child is added on to the list of some idiotic child porno website.just imagine.the hurt.the never ending pain.childhood shouldn't be this sick and it shouldn't hurt to be a kid.they don't need the money. just light a candle and give them something to hold on to.spread the word.this website is aiming to reach a million candles to be lit.do your part.something so small makes a HUGE difference.please visit www.lightamillioncandles.com and light a candle.

come o wave

wednesday, 170506
3.00pm

come o wave, and gently wash my feet
make me tingle and take away the heat

come o wave come crashing to the rocks
make me reflect on all the things not lost

come o wave and bring the wind with you
touch my hair like fingers do

come o wave and make music to my ear
make me forget the whole meaning of fear

come o wave and catch my blowing kisses
send them please to the one i hold dearest

come o wave for the last today
come o wave take the pain away

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entering the pck script writing contest

yes yes people.. you heard me.. i'm going to enter the pck script writing contest. hehe. don't even try to get my ideas out of me just yet. i think it's going to be good. i hope it is at least. got to let me juices flowing to put it out into words. lol. wish me luck!

my birthday celebration

yay! i'm 17!!! (as of 16 sept) man it was a blast! so try to imagine this :

live band, great company and champagne!! how could i ask for more?


just a little history lesson for all of you:

all my birthdays were spend waking up at 12mn and cutting the same chocolate moose cake.

this year? it was WAY different. hehe. plus, i had my first experience of a guy old enough to date my mom asked me to dance. LMAO. honestly, it was a little scary especially because he was VERY persuasive. my mom had the worst actually. a part of me felt sorry but the truth was i sprained my ankle! so i'll just share some pics with you and really wish you had been there!

ps. special thanks to:
1. mommy for being so great at keeping secrets and simply being my mommy
2. aunty jeya & anand for such a blast at the Fluid Bar (yes, that includes the delicious cake!)
3. stacey for keeping me company and making me more tensed about the surprise(hehehe)
4. the band for dedicating that wonderful song to me (brown eye girl)

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me and ms farhana. i love her for helping me agt a 3 in my exams. she never gave up on me and she's more like a big sister rather than a teacher to me. she's warm, good hearted and always concerned for students like me! hahaha. oh and we recently found out she can sing! how's that for a surprise?

my girls. hungry, tired and anxiously waiting for food! sweet smiles, great company and love shopping. i just love them. period!

me and redz. he's got this funny look on his face when he's very tickled about something. it looks odd but it makes you want to laugh more. i guess he's one of the group of guys that are reponsible for making me laugh everyday no matter how stressful it is in school.

me and mr elmi. please believe me when i say he can be as crazy as any teenager out there! i think if there was anyone else that kept me going i camp besides idah, it would be him. frankly i could not sleep when i found out how fun he can actually be outside the school perimeter. hahaha. i just could not believe it. well, i guess idah and i were the lucky few that had a chance to see the other side of him. cheers to that!

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me and khai. what can i say? he's a bundle of joy! he somehow has the talent of pulling off any joke there is possible. and did i say he's always accusing me of being drunk? well, yes he does! putting all that a side, he knows how to win a girl's heart. he just doesn't show that much. he's still the sweetest little thing anyways.. well, erm.... sweetest tall thing. *giggles

me and amesh. he is THE defination of a sweetheart. very warm, filled with hugs and ALWAYS cracks me up! could a girl ask for more from this charming young man? i think NOT! i regret to say this, but he's up for grabs ladies.. *sobs* oh well, huggles for amesh anyways!

me and venoth. hehehe. our darling treasurer for 2 or 3 years (i think). sweet guy and very accomadating.

me and shaikh. been friends since i was 10! hehe. time flies man.. *sigh i have a cofession to make. i'm ALWAYS underestimating him. he's thought me quite a bit. especially in terms of underestimating your friends. don't make the same mistakes i made. as far as i'm concerned, he's a charmer. :)